Ileft myfamily shortly therefter or they left me Iam more ashamed of that than Ican ysay Imoved to an apartment I grew ornery and distant I avoided anyone who wouldnt drink with me my mother had she been alive might have found away through to me because she was always good at that taking my arm and saying come on charle y whats the story but she wasnt around and thats the thing when your parents die you feel like instead of going into every fight with backup you are going into every fight alone and one night in early october Idecided to kill my self maybe you are surprised maybe you figure men like me men who play in aworld series can never sink as low as suicide because they always have at the very least that dream came true thing But you d be wrong All that hap pens when your dream comes true is aslow melting realzia And it wont save you

المستقبل أحلى
aerosol spray = بخاخ (سبراى) ضباب أو دخان
You are not to be excited = لن يحدث لك هياج أو إثارة
instrument cart = عربة الآلات

جزاك الله خير يا so3

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