No don't say that your upset
Your life is beautiful.
Mashallah you're married and have two children.
And by the way try to find job especially you are good in english. And they are many jobs asking for people who know english very well
may allah help and bless you

I don't how to fill it out
I don't know how to fill it out
اسلوبك حلو بس فيه فرق بالكتابه الانقليزيه عن العربي يعني في افعال او كلمات وحروف جر ناقصتك حاولي بوقت فراغك تشتغلين عليها

هذي من الاخطاء الشائعه للي يتكلمون ويكتبون لغتين بالتوفيق

Go **** out or go to the gym 
Cook
Read 
Redecorate you home 

I’m not trying to impertinence youbut try to improve your language specially in grammar, your language is goodthough J

bored مش boring